Us laDki ki shaadi

UN LADKIYON, CHHOTI BAHNON KE NAAM JINKI SHAADI KAM UMR MEIN KAR DEE gayeeN

US LADKI KI SHAADI

YuN khwab sa lagta hai sara manzar
meiN bachpan se jawani meiN ghuzarti hi rahi
in khwab aalood aankhoN meiN rahi bedaari
neeNd mujhse har raat ulajhti hi rahi.

Kabhi jagti aankhoN se sitaroN ko talasha hai
ghane baadloN se taroN ka pata poochhti hi rahi
door khamosh wo veeran sa jhoola hai
apni doli meiN baithkar jhijhakti hi rahi

meiN bachpan thi,mohabbat ka,faraa'iz ka,samaj ka
eisho-aaram ke nateejoN pe bahalti hi rahi.
meiN ek khushboon hooN,faza hooN,ahsas-e-jamaal hooN
sazeena-e-jazbaat hooN,shaayar ka khayaal hooN
meiN dosheeza hooN,faroza hooN,aks-e-hilaal hooN
kahkashaN hooN,mahwash hooN, mohabbat ki micaal hooN
shaayroN ki paheli hooN, ya seedha sa sawaal hooN.
kudrat ka kamal hoon, ya chaahto ka visaal hooN.
.................in tamghoN se mere bachpan ko na paamal karo
meiN khelna chahti hooN,mera khayaal karo

mera nachta bachpan subah ki dhoop sa tha
mera chhota sa aangan mahlo roop sa tha

sab naz uthate mere,meiN kuchh hukmraani thi
koi sha'oor tha na mujhmeiN,bas itni syaani thi

meiN ek shahzaadi thi,apne khayaaloN ki
aur ek lo thi firdos-o-mashaaloN ki

mera koi lahjaa na baatoN meiN atakta tha
beparwaah libaas ka daaman na simat'ta tha
meiN kisi zardaar ki na khwahishmand thi
aur mustaqbil-e-zaree ki meiN na paaband thi

mere aanchal meiN sitaare nahi poori chaandni thi
bas na koi aur dua mujhko maangni thi
imthanoN ke nateeje par mein jhoomti rahi
har kaamyabi paake meiN phoolti rahi
baarish idhar udhar beperwah ghoomti rahi
jhoole pe jaake pehle se meiN jhoolti rahi

raat ke roophale khwaab bhula rahe heiN mujhe
subah ke ajnabi khayal bula rahe heiN mujhe
tum koun ho tumhaara zikr baichen karta hai
tumheiN na jaan'ne ka dukh baichen karta hai
tabinda kirnoN ko shab-rang na banaya karo
baghair ijaazat mere khwaab meiN na aaya karo
rasmoN riwaaj ke bhaari andaaz nahi aate
kaisi vidaa hogi mere aaNsoo nahi aate
hina ke raNgoN se mera tawaa'ruf nahiN
bachpan ke pahar jaisa koi maa'ruf nahiN
shaam ke suraj ki dhoop munderoN tak hai rah jaati
kya meiN kuchh aur din roshni meiN rah paati
naye rishtoN ki fehrist mujhko thamaa dete heiN
naseehtoN ke bojh mere daaman meiN sama dete heiN
meiN bint-e-mariyam hooN, aur aks-e-zulekha hooN
aamal-e-haajra hooN, aur tehzeb-e-zubaida hooN
................meri saadgi ko itni buland aawaz na do
mere bachpan ko kam karke umre daraaz na do

khawaaboN ko khwaab kuchh aur rahne doi
naamoN pe naqab kuchh aur rahne do
mujhe safed paNkhoN se baadloN pe chalna hai
sunhari baloN meiN ghulabi malboos saNwarna hai
ghar ke aaNgan mein kuchh aur khilkhilaana hai
baarish ko nichoD ke kuchh aur rimjhimaana hai
bina khushboo ki hawayeiN mujhe achchhi lagti heiN
chhat ki chiDiyoN ki sadaayeiN mujhe achchhi lagti heiN
saheliyaN bewajah haNsaayeiN mujhe achchhi lagti heiN
jo wajah na dhooNd laayeiN muche sachchi lagti heiN.
ye bachpan ka mausam, bahaar ka mausam hai
e khaliq-e-kaunen saare saNsaar ka mausam hai.
MeiN haNsti thi, tab bhi haNsti thi,ab bhi haNsti hooN
meri mehboob haNsi mere saath haNsti rahi
YuN khwaab sa lagta hai sara manzar
meiN bachpan se jawaani meiN ghuzarti hi rahi.

abrar ulhaq